Ever get the feeling you belong to a different time—feel that you just don’t belong?
Today was a very forward testament to this personally.
Physically, I look older and as a result, I’m just expected to “act my age” or rather “act my appearance”. It’s for this reason that I feel I am more mature than most of my peers. And quite frankly, I feel I should be older. Why does the future entice us so? As a child, we cannot wait to grow old, however, I cannot help but worry that I am trying to force my childhood away in exchange for the few joys of being a little older.
Not only do I feel I belong to another time, but to another…well world. Don’t think me insane, but it’s so impossible to believe that this world is all that this world is to offer. It just seems that there should be more to this life. But, I don’t deserve anything more.
I’m a good guy who’s done bad things.
seeking,
-adagio-
i understand how it is to feel more mature than your fellow peers. it's hard to relate to them, and you expect more from them because you yourself have grown out of that immature stage. it's hard to find friends who understand you, and a real relationship
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