Throughout the course of school today, the only thoughts that crossed my mind was, “I’m going to see her today. I’m gonna tell her exactly what I feel…and then I’m gonna kiss her.”
Who is she?
She’s my ex-girlfriend. I don’t believe I will ever truly will escape my love for her. I believe she is my first love and the odds of that dying are extremely slim. (long story short, haha)
Directly after I had piano lessons I went to her house (it’s in very close proximity to my piano teacher’s house). As I approached, I saw her mom (who has always liked me) mowing the yard. I got to the driveway before she saw me, and as soon as she did see me she stopped mowing immediately and came over and gave me a hug and asked how I was doing. HOW REFRESHING! It’s kind of difficult to explain how incredible it feels to have a parent of the girl that you are considering dating to hug you and appreciate you after months of being disliked by the parents of a previous, forbidden love. I can’t really describe what it felt like. I went inside and watched TV with the girl for like an hour, and just talked and we had some ice cream. It was really neat. Just talking. How I had missed it. Anyways, I didn’t really follow my plan. But, it doesn’t really matter. It was a good day.
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