Ever notice how easily one can turn back to something no matter the pain, suffering, or danger that accompanies it?
“I wish I had a river, I could skate away on…”
-Sarah McLachlan
It’s odd. I feel like I’m chasing after something I don’t need. But, need isn’t really my purpose. It’s a desire. I don’t even know what is so appealing about it anymore. It seems like no matter what she does, I still want to come back to her. I want to be at her side, helping, assisting in any way that I possibly can. I care for her so very much, but I don’t get the vibe back from her, clearly.
“…But, I still love you more than anyone else could.”
-Snow Patrol
Every single one of my senses is telling me no; however, my heart – my heart is telling me otherwise. Do I trust my heart to lead me back to the potentially dangerous situation? The situation that is relatively unimportant in comparison to others in the long run, but something about it is…it’s just impossible to ignore.
-adagio-
